I’m only human

Once again, I think it’s best to start writing from midnight onwards today. (Y)

At about midnight, Paul went on Facebook and I was talking to him for a little while. He’s nice and safe and in Melbourne and he’s loving it so far, even though he’s extremely busy.. but yepp. Yay for Paul though! :D

So, because I’m awesomely lame, I decided to stay up and watch the MJ memorial. Well, obviously, I was going to be up at that time anyway, syeah. I couldn’t decide which channel to watch it on at first. I was going to watch it on 7 because I found the idea of an “early edition” of Sunrise really funny, but then I remembered how bloody annoying that Kochie guy is, so that ruled out 7. I then decided against 9 because they’re for old people.. hahaha. For some reason, I decided not to even bother with 10 because of some reason; I think it was cause I kinda hate nearly all the people on 10 these days or something.

So, I decided to watch it on Sky. That was alright but then they had like, a billion banners on the screen and I kept getting distracted by the ticker on the bottom of the screen, hahaha, so, I just tried 10 and it turns out they had the best looking screen cause they had the least amount of graphics and stuff.

So yeah.

They were basically streaming CBS I think, which actually got quite annoying because American’s are just really stupid. Haha, like, after every speech or performance, the news lady would come over and explain everything that we just saw to us reeeeally slowly and yeah, that sucked. It’s like, seriously, we’re not retarded; let us process the information ourselves.

Anyway, the whole thing was completely sad. It was horrible. I had to stop myself from crying like, a thousand times cause I refused to cry in front of my family.. haha. Oh, but when his daughter spoke at the very end, I just couldn’t hold it in at all.. it was the saddest thing in the entire world.

Having the casket right there was a bit.. weird. I dunno, it kinda seemed a bit too morbid for me.. AND THAT’S SAYING SOMETHING! I mean, yeah, it’s a very nice casket and knowing me, I’d probs wanna show it off too, but yeah, I dunno.

I was texting Alex and Dakota throughout the whole thing, which was alright, ya know. Dakota and I had the same feelings towards the whole thing, syeah.

Brooke Shields’ speech was really lovely and Jennifer Hudson’s performance of Will You Be There was like, gosh.. totally made me cry. So did Jermaine Jackson’s performance of Smile.

It was done really well though I think. Considering the little amount of time they had to set it up and all that jazz.

I think I should start planning my own memorial from now so that by the time I die, I can have this really amazing and elaborate thing planned. :P

But yes, towards the end of it, mum got up to go to work which was really amusing. After the memorial finished, I just watched her do her little morning routine and it was really amusing. It was like, 6:30 and I was just skipping and spinning around the house watching mum do stuff.. hahaha.

Oh, I also seemed to look very nice at that time for some strange reason. Too bad there was nobody around.. haha.

By the time I fell asleep (after watching Big Brother.. hahaha) it was about seven and yeah, there ya go.

I woke up at 5:30 or somewhere around that time.. hahaha, yep, I’m just the coolest person in the entire world. I felt all gross though, which was not good. But oh well.

I’ve done nothing at all since I’ve woken up, but ya know what, whatever.

I’m really, really, really excited about this week’s eviction. There’s like, five people up this week because Charlie, Kris and Dogface were discussing nominations so Big Brother put them up, but that’s not what’s exciting. What’s exciting is the fact that Kris is definitely going to be getting evicted and I seriously cannot wait to see his fucking ugly face as he walks out and gets booed to death.

It’s going to be great.

It’s also great because Halfwit is also up (as well as disgusting, creepo Marcus) so like, Halfwit is going to beat Kris which is totally going to annoy him.

Hahaha, lovesit.

Marcus is gross to me again, by the way. He actually thinks him and Noirin have some sort of chance. Hahaha. Uh, no, you’re ugly and Noirin is pretty.. it ain’t going to work. Plus, looks aside, Marcus is just really creepy anyway and it’s just not gonna happen.

I don’t even get what’s with Noirin.. every guy like, totally loves her and like.. yeah, it’s weird. She’s not that amazing. Gosh.

So, I’d like to just say that I’m the most anti-social person in the entire world and I don’t know how to talk to people at all. It’s kinda amusing actually, although in a somewhat pathetic sorta way.

I’m a member on this site called Minus (three seperate accounts in the past three years, bitchezz) and it’s for like, gay teens, right, and like, hahaha, people like, message me on there and stuff and I seriously don’t know how to talk to people. Like, last night, this guy was talking about how he just moved to Melbourne or something arather and how it was sunny here or something. Anyway, I was just like, “It’s sunny? Well, I wouldn’t know. I never leave the house.”

Hahahahaha.. gosh. Oh, and when people ask how I’m going or whatever it’s just like, “Um.. good.”

LOL! FAIL.

Oh, and there’s this “Drag School” thing that they’re doing and I wanna go to that, but then I remembered that there would be other people there and I don’t want to socialise. Haha. I want to go with at least one person I know, but I doubt anyone would be interested in that, so it seems I shall just not do it.

Fail.

Even though I slept like, all day long, I had a nice day. Like, I was awake for the first seven hours of the day and I had a nice time.. even though for the most part I was trying to stop myself from crying, but ya know, ya get that I s’pose.

Today I learned that.. haha, what on earth did I learn? Nothing..

WAIT!

I learned that Michael Jackson loved KFC.. hahaha. :D

As you werrre. :)